never to meet again

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i... finally finished it... it took me a month to find free time + get my butt up in that free time but i finally did it o(-< started this at the beginning of october. i just wanted to have something decent done this year since i did so many commissions and nothing personal since december last year... i guess i'm happy with the outcome!! ^p^

↓flower meanings↓
cyclamen - resignation, goodbye
sweet pea - goodbye, thank you for a lovely time
zinnia - in memory of an absent friend
poppy(white) - eternal sleep, oblivion, consolation
carnation(pink) - i’ll never forget you
spider lily - never to meet again, lost memory, abandonment
tiger lily - innocence, remembrance // hatred, revenge
hyacinth(purple) - i am sorry, please forgive me
hyacinth(yellow) - jealousy
marigold - grief, jealousy

p.s. he's crying bubbles why do i love hurting myself this way

ichijouji ken © toei
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